Things Left Best Unsaid

By, Alexis Neely

I'm emo-tional-trash follow me on Tumblr

I love shameless self-promotion

I am creative and expressive

Yet so self-conscious

I wonder what people say behind back

I don't get along with my parents

I care way too much about what people think 

I need to stop stretching myself out so thin

I want to travel the world

I think lyrics can explain everything

I can eat breakfast food at anytime

I'll continue to search for the answers to my questions

I'm trying to break bad habits

I accept your opinion even if I don't agree

I hate abuse

I love cold weather

I'm a people watcher because I love to over-analyze

I struggle with my body image

I believe family is important

Half my family is crazy and the other half want nothing to do with me

I have a fear of my family tree's addictive behaviors

I hate being alone

I love helping people

I want to be loved and appreciated

I've made mistakes

I'm a smart ass

I'm too proud to ask for help

I'm sloppy and lazy

I wonder about the meaning of life.

I'm smart but I do some of the dumbest things

I waste my time and intelligence

I wish my mind had a delete button

I don't need drugs to have fun

But I need to have fun so I tried drugs

I secretly love drama and conflict

I am not the person I used to be

I am antisocial and don't understand people

I have done things I'm not proud of

I don't care about my reputation

I'm not perfect

I need to vent

I hate when people leave without saying goodbye

I don't get it

I'm literally emotional trash